I've been wanting attention all day. Something exciting, to be noticed. I think it's because I redesigned my myspace. I haven't had it looking satisfying for a long time, but I found a website, from Mike, that has awesome flash layouts and I spent a lot of time fixing it up perfectly. And then I want people to notice it and see it and appreciate it. And bulletins have been stuck so it's like I've been trying to be noticed but it hasn't worked. And John was gone all day. And I was just anxious for attention, very restless.