Strange how I often find myself trying to talk someone out of liking me or wanting my company or wanting to date me. As soon as I hear anything of the sort I feel automatically burdened. I think I feel that no one has anything to offer me, thus I have nothing to offer them in return because if somebody has no use to me, why would I waste my time on them? And I guess I feel a little guilty, because it's quite nearly an insult for me to tell them to leave me alone, simply because it does mean I find them useless to me. I sometimes wish they found me useless in the first place.