Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Seriously, I do not like my sister.

She got a boob job.
Fortunately, not too big. She had nothing before.

It's just, she says that she's doing it to pay for college and to pay for Tucker's private school which is a few thousand a year. But the truth is, it's not a part time job for her. Do you know what I mean? A part time job is a job that can't accurately reflect you because you're only in it temporarily. Like working a couple shifts at the library on a weekend. That doesn't make you a librarian. It doesn't even have to mean you read a lot. It's just something that you have to do under the circumstances, as Stephanie suggests she strips for.

Even if Stephanie leaves the business in two or three years, she will always be a stripper. She'll be a 30 year old soccer mom with fake boobs. You can't wash those years off.

She said that one of the reasons she liked stripping is that it tested her confidence, to go in front of a room full of people and have all eyes on you. She said that it gave her self-esteem to be able to be comfortable with it.

But what happens when you fail? When you get in front of a room and you find that you're not good enough? That's when you get the boob job. That's when stripping tells you that your worth is only anything when you're finished stuffing yourself with silicone.

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