Hi jealousy. It's making my face burn. I'm embarrassed that I'm jealous, I guess. Or embarrassed that I was going along thinking I had nothing to be jealous about and then it was like BAM, hey wait, you DO have something to be jealous about. That's what I'm probably embarrassed about. And mad, cause I'm not allowed to be jealous and perhaps if I was, I wouldn't have anything to be jealous about.

And scared. For my feelings. jifewjkflds.